Thank You

MESSAGE OF HAPPINESS:

True friendship hears what is not
Explained; for friendship doesn’t
Work neither in the mouth nor in the hand,
But in the heart.

These past few months, I’d encountered countless emotional tribulations. I think I only missed you… That’s it… More than two months of longing to see you siguro. I am glad today because I discover the true meaning of care. Real care of course. To add, read my book na lang and you will find out the meaning of different things and how I care for others and for special people.

I want to share with you two things….

Ok…. The first is THANK YOU….

I found the importance and true meaning of friendship. There is one person who I want to thank. Why? After long years we’ve been together. I finally heard him say this word – Thank You! Wow… That is the word I am waiting for. I am happy; he now appreciates my sacrifices and all the things I am doing. For the first time he thanked me… I’ve done many favors but for the first time I heard he say “Thank You”. I am happy if somebody appreciates me. A simple word – thank you – is the most important word to me.


Another one… is CARE…

I am happy in helping people. Just text me, I will be there. I am just a text away. Even if you are in the southernmost part of this country and I am in the northernmost – I will swim thousand miles, I will walk uncontrollably and I will run as fast as I could just to get there. Last June 8, there is a person who I considered the best. He asked me a simple favor, and then I did it. At that time he was angry and I knew the reason. And I am the only one who helped him. And he thanked me. I texted him many times to ease his sadness. On the next morning I was delighted to hear that there is a silent message came from him that he told to other person. And the message passed through my ears. I asked that person: She said, He is not mad, he is sad. He is not angry at you instead he said to me that YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES FOR HIM. Wow, how nice to hear such thing that came from a much unexpected individual. I can’t believe it!!! Friend nga kita!!! I considered him as the best among my friends (read my book and my blog) but he never knew it and I don’t want to tell it to him because I am afraid to the things he is going to say.
Do you want to know who are they? The people behind the words CARE and THANK YOU? The word “THANKS” came from your adored leader and the word “CARE” came from your much-loved spokesperson! Before I end this, I would like to thank the people behind my happiness - The 4th year P1. I didn’t enjoy my vacation! In fact, I am in school (May 23-present) because of the enrolment and collecting the organization fee. From April 2-may 23 I was in my house. Wala lang… text-text lang!!!


I want to share these dates with you and the involved people:

February 13, 2005 = Anna, Gizelle, Princess, Dwight, Geraldine, Ryan, Cathlyn, Raiza, Dave, Jun Jun and Joma

February 03, 2006 = I attended the mass of Fr. Jerry Orbos.

February 06, 2006 = Joma, Dwight & Prof. Ignacio

February 09, 2006 = Paul

February 13, 2006 = Anna, Gizelle, Princess, Sarah, Nadine, Jun Jun, Geraldine, Joan and Paul

March 02, 2006 = Paul, Joma, Czar, Danilo and Prof. Reyes

March 31, 2006 = Paul, Dwight, Princess, Ryan, Cathlyn, Rommell, Jennifer, Loi, Danilo, Joshua, Herbert and Czar

April 06, 2006 = (text messages) Paul, Dwight, Czar, Joma, Jennifer, Princess, Ryan, Cathlyn, Herbert, Danilo, JunJun, Marianne, Kristin, Rommell and Mark Ysla

April 08, 2006 = (text messages) Dwight and Princess

April 27, 2006 = (text messages) Paul, Dwight, Czar, Joma, Joan, Jennifer, Princess, Ryan, Cathlyn, Raiza, Jujun, Marianne, Rommell and Mark Ysla

May 06, 2006 = Rommell, Princess and Mark Ysla

May 14, 2006 = (text messages) Paul, Jennifer, Dwight, Rommell, Ryan, Cathlyn, Rhia and Princess

May 23, 2006 = Joan, Czar, Rommell and Paul

June 08, 2006 = Czar, Joma and Paul

June 09, 2006 = Czar, Joan, Paul and Jennifer

April 06, 2007 = no one knows!!!

Sabi nga ni Dwight….. I am everybody’s calendar!!!



“Eavesdrop to the words I by no means pronounced. Be aware of about the things I on no account told. I need the sensitivity of yours and not your mentality because the most excellent things in this earth are unobserved, pent-up and ignored.”
– afs040607

MY ANSWER TO THE "BREAKING MY CODE"

Ciao! I am here once more doing numerous ominous obsessions! It is the reply to my latest blog about the cipher or the cryptogram. OK… I figure out one thing… Because of this addiction in blogging, I discover myself. Ganito na pala ang buhay ko ngayon…. Jam-packed with ambiguity and inscrutability. Pero I am happy. Kasi, I can express my feelings and sentiments through writings. I told to myself… Tama na… Napapagod na ko… It is to tough to care for people who on no account knew that their being neither cherished nor loved. Hmmm… I am delighted that there is such thing. Now… In the rear of all this things! I believe… This is a mere technique to set these sentiments gratis….. I just want to share this….. As a final point…

THE TOP 25 PEOPLE WHO CHANGED ME AND BECOME PART OF THIS WONDERFUL AND BREATH TAKING LIFE OF MINE.

That is why I put it in order. I am blessed that I met this superb people!!!! Both LRC and PolSci People….. The 25 people behind my poignant catastrophe!

ADARLO, Melody Joy
BARAYUGA, Joanalyn
ALLANIGUE, Paul Marie
OMEGA, Donald Dwight
GABAY, Donnabelle
SOLIS, Ronn Ryan
SANTOS, Princess Jeremiah
VICARIO, Pascasio Joshua
DAVID, Jennifer
TOLENTINO, Marie Frances
CONCEPCION, Kristin
MISTAL, Yesa Ivy
CASTILLO, Noriza Loisa
RIMANDO, Czar Alexis
CONCEPCION, Rommell
DELA CRUZ, Jackilyn
DUQUE, Loi Vanessa
SANTOS, Arjay
DE GUZMAN, Cathlyn
BAISA, Chrsitine
ACBANG, Cherry Ann
INOFINADA, Marianne
BORNALES, Rhian
VILLALOBOS, Ella
BALAO-AS, Racquel

Kayo po… ang 25 tao na hinding-hindi ko malilimutan. Sa lahat ng ginawa ninyo sa akin- MAGANDA, PANGIT, GALIT AT INSULTO………… Salamat. Wow… another ranking!!!!

for P1...

The only means to keep in touch with you is to text you this vacation. Di ba?
To both SMART and GLOBE subscribers of PolSci pipz… I never missed a day na hindi ko kayo tinetext... You know it.. Sasampalin kita!!! SOMETIMES I send you messages hourly!!! Now… this list are…
THEY NEVER FORGET ME...

THE TOP 10 PEOPLE WHO TEXTED ME LAST VACATION (April 2- June 11) AS REGISTERED IN MY INBOX (out of 3,481)

SANTOS, Princess (613 messages)
DAVID, Jennifer (446 messages)

BARAYUGA, Joanalyn (310 messages)
ALLANIGUE, Paul Marie (302 messages)
CONCEPCION, Rommell (234 messages)

SOLIS, Ronn Ryan (227 messages)

OMEGA, Donald Dwight (200 messages)

YSLA, Mark (164 messages)
DE GUZMAN, Cathlyn (157 messages)
INOFINADA, Marianne (127 messages)
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2,780 out of 3,481 messages or 79.86%

o see..... Binibilang ko iyan!!!

The reason why there is such thing as 040607 and the book because of this 10 individuals.
By the way, read my book…. Entitled “MENSAHENG 040607”
Thank you…
Have a nice day!!!!

Cracking My Code

Break my cipher.
Try to discover the reality behind the fact!!!!!
And you gave me the raison d'être to do this sinister article.
I am exceptionally pleased for the reason that I met extraordinarily nice and real (?) both in LRC (HS) and in the P1.
LET'S START WITH LRCians
From 1st year to 4th year, I was with them. I am the friendliest among all.
I may not have the unsurpassed among all but somehow I found someone who is “vaguely” real and truthful.
Jethro, JP, Jimrick, Immanuel, Joy, Tin, Jack, Donna, Izel, Yesa, Cherish, Van, Kelyn, Che, Aiza, Maffi and Suzette period
Kung katotohanan din lang naman, ako na ang pinakatotoo.
Among the 17 (magalit na kayo), only 6 are real – real people in me. Names? You want me to reveal those?
Sure.
JOY, TIN, JACK, DONNA, YESA, CHE period
Napaka- memorable ng high school years ko.
Why?
Naramdaman ko kasi ang salitang RESPECT.
Respect, coz PRESIDENT nila ako (4 different organizations – 4th year alone)
Respect, kasi BUNSO nila ako.
At syempre SELF-RESPECT na rin
At that time, hindi pa ganon “IN” ang cellular phones.
Kaya, we contacted physically, verbally and in reality not by “hi-tech communiqué”.
That’s why… I am very delighted.
Problems with them? Many.
Sometimes I am the cause and sometimes I am not. Mahirap akong kalabanin…
Lahat kaaway ko…. and if you have the audacity to do it…
Don’t dare….because hindi ninyo ako kaya!!
Sabi ko nga,
“I cannot brawl you with my fist but I can fracas you by my words”.
Mabait ako sa mabait… But if….. if….. Plastik ako… sa mga taong plastic sa akin…
Siguro, when I was in high school… wala namang plastic… siguro iilan lamang….
Names?
Nope…
to protect na lang their etiquette as a plastic and fake individuals.
KILALA MO NA KUNG SINO KA!!!
Well, let us go to P1 – WHO CHANGED A LOT OF THINGS IN ME.
P1… I love P1.
Mas love ko kesa sa LRCians.
That is the truth!!!
P1 is the reason, why I have sleepless nights.
Yah.. correct!! We are 30 in class, I love all of the 30’s but siguro iilan lang ang pinakitaan ko ng much AFFECTION, LOVE at CARE.
Names? Sure!
JOAN, PRINCESS, KRISTINE, LOI, PAUL, DWIGHT, RYAN, CAHTLYN, RAIZA, JOMA, CZAR, DANILO, RHIANE, HERBERT, GHIE, ROMMEL, RACQUEL and MARIANNE.
And after 7 years…. Nakatagpo ako ng BEST FRIENDS…. Opo 7 YEARS… tatlo sila….
JOAN, PRINCESS and PAUL…. You read it correctly… YES, he is one…
Hindi ko lamang alam kung TOTOO din ang pakikitungo ng tatlong ito sa akin….. YOU KNOW!!!!!
Parang, I lean on a huge rock in Australia and on the Walls of Berlin and China….
now...........
In contrary SA LRCIANS, dito naman nawala ang RESPECT.
Both, respect of others and my self-respect na rin.
Pero, I loved the people who removed that STUPID RESPECT inside of me?
Why? Iba kasi ang love na ibinigay sa akin ng iilan.
FEBRUARY and MARCH 2006…. I changed!!!
Studies, pakikitungo, pagkakaibigan at lahat-lahat na…
P1 is the reason:
1. I change to GLOBE… para lagi ko kayong kausap.
2. I have friendster BLOG…. Sa totoo lamang,
KAYO LAMANG ANG LAMAN NG BLOG KO…..
But…. What I am trying to point is that or what I am trying to be adamant this very day is that…
YOU POISOINED ME….. P1 KILLED ME….
Because of you, nagbago ako…..
Siguro, we know na “in” ngayon ang phones!
I am happy because of this unlimited text.
But in the end, I suffered and I got hurt to all people I communicated with.
Today, I find some friends in text messaging some of them were DWIGHT, ROMMELL, JOMA, RYAN, CATHLYN at PAUL, but personally, hindi kami masyadong nag-uusap.
TAKOT AKO SA KANILA…. Yes, takot….. Pero, kaklase ko yan….
We are chatting and we are in high spirits and blissful in texting but in the real world… ano pa ang aasahan?… …
SINO BA AKO? HINDI BIRO IYANG MGA IYAN…..
POLITICAL SCIENCE YANG MGA YAN….
Mahirap na!!!!
Pero in spite of sa mga worries ko, naging totoo ako….
Let’s back again to P1….
Naging totoo ako sa lahat, pero ang katotohanan sa likod ng totoong ako ay hindi ninyo nararamdaman dahil peke ang ilan.
Sabi ko, pakinggan ninyo ang di ko sinasabi…. Hahaha… paano ninyo ako mapapakinggan kung BINGI naman kayo?
Tuwang-tuwa naman ako, na ang p1 na nagtanggal ng salitang RESPECT sa akin ay mas minahal ko pa sa mga taong nagbigay nito – Ang LRCians at ang FAMILY ko.
Sa p1, sensitive ako, pero sa family ko hindi…. BATO ako.
Sa p1 naging totoo ako, sa iba hindi…. Pinahahalagahan ko ang p1 pero sa iba at sa bahay ay hindi.
Ang masakit, pinahahalagahan ko ang mga taong hindi naman ako pinahahalagahan na kayang ibigay naman ng pamilya ko.
Sabi nga ni Dumbledore sa HARRY POTTER and the Chamber of Secret:
“IT IS OUR ABILITIES THAT SHOW WHAT WE TRULY ARE. IT IS OUR CHOICE”
Bahala na kayong mag-connect.
For me, there is connection to the things that are happening to me right now.
Bakasyon…………
Ibinuhos ko ang lahat ng oras ko at panahon sa inyo ngayong BAKASYON… and you know it…
TANGA lamang ang hindi makakunawa at makakaalam nito!!!!
Bigay ng quotes, messages, inspirational text kasi yan lamang ang paraan ko para mag” keep in touch” sa inyo ngayong vacation period.
Pero... may kulang.....
EVEN myself ay napapabayaan ko na…. to the point na nagkakaroon na ako ng anxiety at kung anu-anong worries sa buhay sa kakaisip sa mga taong hindi naman ako iniisip.
HOW WEIRD my LIFE IS?
Nasasaktan ako… hindi ko kasalanan, hindi ninyo kasalanan.
Sinong may kasalanan…
WALA….
From now on…
Di na ako magiging vocal…
This would be the last post na gagawin ko sa aking blog na unenthusiastic, apathetic, negative and pessimistic ….
MASAYA AKO SA GINAGAWA KO NGAYON.
Ang mali lang sa akin, ay nagmahal ako ng sobra…. Why I am always problematic? Nakakainis na…
STOP IT!!!
I think, it is time to accept this God-damn reality of life.. na I can’t be so nice and friendly to such people like you guys because I tend to hurt myself even if I don’t hurt myself physically… but I feel the pains.
Mas mabuti pang nag-iisa… I am happy kaysa sa marami ... Na ang pakiramdam ko naman ay nag-iisa ako di ba?
STOP THINKING PEOPLE WHO DON’T EVEN CARE TO APPRECIATE ALL THINGS.
Ayoko ng makipagkaibigan sa di ko nakikita…. NAGIGING BULAG AKO….
Kung di ninyo ako ituring na totoo, bahala kayo… Pero ako, naging totoo ako sa inyo…
It is easy for me to remove your name to my list. If you want. Pero thank you… because there are few people na nakakaunawa pa sa akin…..
Marami po kayo… If you think na kasama ka….
Then, it is up to you….
REAL AKO…. TOTOO AKONG HUMARAP SA INYO..
I AM REAL EVEN BEFORE. AND I AM REAL IN TAKING THIS CHALLENGE!!!
Kung saan ako masaya… dun ako…
TO LEAVE YOU IS TO LOVE YOU……… (wow.. tama ba)
Last year ko na, siguro NAMAN…..
unti-unti ko nang MAKIKILALA ang mga totoo at fake!!!
Thank you for reading this… Ako pa po ito….
Text messaging? Stop..... See yah soon.....