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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

SALAMAT NAMAN AT UMALIS KA NA! 2006

THANK YOU 2006…. AT UMALIS KA NA!

Ei! How’s your day? Hope its fine!!!

Well, its 2007, happy new year to all!!!
I kept in silence for almost months. I chose to be in stillness to not harm other people. Its 2007 and I am trying to be good and also trying to become an almost perfect person. My 2006 is the most unforgettable year of my life in the past 19 years of existence. I am very thankful because 2006 had gone! The year 2006 is the most disastrous, catastrophic and ruinous year I passed through. But somehow thank you 2006 because you teach me how to care, love and trust other people.

People say that "life starts at 40", but in my case, "life starts at 19".
I want to break again my silence and try to remember those things happened last year – bad things and good things!

I finally have the courage to state those people and events that made my 2006 colorful, fruitful, unforgettable, memorable, unimaginable, unthinkable and meaningful.

The first six months of 2006 is the memorable one (positively)

February 2006

February is my birth month. And my story starts on that very month.
3rd – When I finally told to everyone the Mineral Water issue of Pascasio
6th – When Donald Dwight sent me a message that until now I saved it on my phone. that message is the very first message i've receive from a very extraordinary individual. Unexpected ito, ika nga!
9th – The start of my friendship with best friend Paul Marie and I am hoping that it will last forever. Another unexpected person.... sabi nga niya... expect the unexpected. Secrets? yes we have... may secrecy technique kami, heheh
13th – my birthday! I treat some of my classmates in Chowking - sarah, geraldine, junjun, angela, nadine, princess, joan and gizelle

March 2006

This month is one of the unforgettable months of 2006. It is the time when my plan for my life as a student totally changed. This is also the election day of FEUCSO and IAS. My emotion burst that time to some Political Science students. Well, some Political Science Student didn't vote for him. Ganyan talaga... and siyempre i don't have the right para utusan sila kung sino ang gusto nila... ang sa akin lang... POLSCI din po yan!
3rd – this is the time when I totally supported my classmates. I may say that I am neither happy nor sad in the said election. Do my sacrifices not enough for them to win? Or am I the reason? I pity myself. I campaigned for Czar Alexis and Danilo, but still I want to blame myself because I feel that my campaign is not sufficient for them to win. But through days had passes by, base on observation, I may say that even though Czar lost in IAS, he still continue his dream to become a student leader, he serve the POLITICAL SCIENCE SOCIETY with all his heart and capability and made the PSS the most outstanding and favorable organization in FEU (as Ma’am Fronda and OSACS has told me).
Hahaha!!! I am sorry to IAS –SC and to the entire student of IAS who didn’t vote for him because you (miss) don’t have the greatest student leader in the name of Czar !
Its your lost… its PSS gain!
This is the time also when I have a miscommunication with Raquel. I insisted some thing to her last election. And I want to say sorry for that.
31st - swimming. Yes! The most memorable event happened in my life because this is the first time when I go out with friends. I planned it (along with Princess). It is the time when Jennifer and Paul get to know with each other (as they told me). I want to grab this opportunity to thank these people who made the swimming worth remembering – Czar, Paul, Dwight, Princess, Danilo, Herbert, Cathlyn, Vann, Rommell, Jennifer and Joshua. Thank you very much!!! Thanks for the G.S.M. Blue, hahaha


April 2006

Many things occurred last April, but those things are my emotional stupidity only. This is when I sent different messages. My whole April is a texting month! 24/7 kung mag-text... hourly pa! hahaha
One intriguing date was April 6, 2006. I sent everyone a message on that particular day a inspirational one. I said "save it until April 6, 2007". But as a walk in this life of mine and wait for that very particular date in 2007. I feel something weird and premonitions. I don’t want to predict for my future because 90% of my 2005 predication came into reality (waheheh, madam auring kunwari). Something bothers me. I don’t know what will happen on 04-06-07. I wait for it! I am hoping that you still save that message!

May 2006

6th - Kuya Mark, Princess, Rommell and I went to Araneta Coliseum to watch the Grand Showdown of Pinoy Pop Superstar
23rd – when Joanalyn treat me in a movie – THE DA VINCI CODE (my second time I watched it in the big screen) at the GATEWAY Mall.

June 2006

Last week of June was a heart-pounding moment – that was the POLITICAL SCIENCE Election. Yes, I feel bad about the result and I never expect my standing. For an active incumbent, I landed 7th.
To tell everybody honestly, my greatest ambition is to become the president of any society I belong. Haay...
But in this moment, I still feel the happiness kahit na I am not the President because i told it before na I'm not into position, I'm into service. Also because I believe that there is also one person who is more capable and more knowledgeable in leading that society. It’s my good friend Czar. Yes, si Czar, who lost to IAS SC but gain more respect when he handled the POLITICAL SCIENCE SOCIETY. So, sorry sa IAS...
I have no regrets anymore, and have no reason to be sad and get mad, because I am happy serving the Political Science Society despite of the problems we’ve face – internally (double meaning yan, hahaha)
8th - Czar, Joma, Paul and I went to a seminar entitled "A purpose driven life seminar".
12th – I treat Paul and Jennifer in a concert extravaganza at the Araneta Coliseum and a food treat in Chowking.
28th – Political Science Elections and our group rehearsal in Fort Santiago
30th – I watched SUPERMAN at SM Manila with Rommell, Kuya Mark and Czar.

July 2006

It is one of the good months of 2006. More on relaxation and unwind moments.
1st – I went, along with Marella, Danilo, Czar, Sarah, Angela and Junjun, to UP Sunken Garden to practice for our video clip for Manguerra.
5th – We went back to UP. Paul, Nadine and Gizelle adds in the group
7th - The Political Science Society had an Pictorial at DREAM LIGHTS
11th – Oath Taking Ceremony
22nd – when my group mates and I went to Ninoy Aquino Parks and Wildlife
28th – first activity of POLITICAL SCIENCE SOCIETY –the leadership training seminar


August 2006

The last 5 months of 2006 is more on negative...
Eto na!!! The start of the disastrous days of my 2006 began this month. From August to November you have now the gist of why I am thankful na umalis na si 2006 sa life ko. This is the time I am into war. Andito na lahat ang galit. lahat. Lahat. Lahat. This is the time i enter in the game of love. This is the time I get hurt and this is the time that friendship came too close to the end. This is also the start of my cold relationship to the Political Science Society. This is also the time na "away-bati" ako with Czar and Rommell - Rommell and Czar. (Waheheh, silang dalawa lang). Yes, every day yan... kakasawa na nga at nakakaumay na. Ano pinag-aawayan? secret! it's always my fault kasi, hahaha.
I will reveal only those important events of August as well as those events in September, October and November.
1st – this is the 48 laws of power issue with Rommell and on the 7h day I apologized to him. I admit it is my fault. Details about it – I don’t want to repeat and keep on repeating about the details. I published it for months so it’s your lost to not know it. Sorry Rommell for the nth time
6th – I treat for a dinner my good friends Czar, Ryan, Cathlyn and Melody. This particular date is the start of my new life as an individual and started to fall into the best thing in life we call… love
19-21st – IAS Team Building. One of memorable event happened in 2006. What makes memorable? This is the time I express my feelings to the person I cherished and adore most. But the problem is, my good friend and I loved the same lady. Ciudad Christia is the unforgettable place in my life! 7th of August I decided not to join but because of the spirit of serving the studentry – I join without knowing that it may lead to many regrets of my life today. (hindi naman totally regret... slight lang... pero siyempre thankful ako, kasi nangyari ito at finally, nakilala ko kung sino ako).

September 2006

September is the continuation of my anger in August’s events. This is the time of talks… talks and a lot of talks with the people I get hurt. This is also the time I change moods and behaviors… going to worst. I will also reveal those important dates because some date should be kept secretly – it is more on emotional problems, hehehe. It is also the time I continuously get mad at the Political Science Society. As usual... galit pa rin ako...
4-6th – Political Science Society’s second activity- POLSCIKLABAN 06
6th – Paul, Jennifer and I @ KFC
12th - because of my sister’s birthday, I treat my classmates in CHOWKING (Paul, Jennifer, Rommell, Czar and Rainier)
16th – the General Assembly. No comment. All I can say is it is the best General Asembly I’ve ever attended

October 2006

October is the time I am still not at peace. I have problems with the PSS people – some of them. I told you, kasalan ko lahat ito! It is not because of projects it’s because of my personal problem with some of them. I think it is also the reconciliation month – I may say…
10th – Kitaro with Melody
14th – I, along with Melody, Rommell, Princess and Kuya Mark, went to Raquel’s house
21st – Racquel, Rommell, Kuya Mark and I went to Princess’s house
25th – Erick, Gem, Arthur and I went to SM MALL of ASIA to celebrate the birthday of Gem. We AtE at Kenny Roger’s Roaster; sing at the Powerstation and window shop!!! Hahaha

November 2006

This is the time I change SIM card. Reason? Secret! November? No changes, madness, anger and stupidity still in exist. I can’t understand why? God-damn 2006!!! Full of trials!!! This is the time I started hating close friends of mine (including my good friend). My problems evolve only in two: PS0241 and PSS. All of the problems occur is the reason why I am alone in doing the Voter’s Education processing of papers. Heart problem lang naman!
11th – the PSS officers assembled all things for the exhibit in the History celebration and also Melody and I went to Divisoria
12th – my sisters, tito, tita, cousins and I went to UP Garden for recreation and time for me to unwind
13-15th – History Week
18th – Margaret and I went to St. Francis Square for a seminar on Rebuilding the Nation
23rd – Voter’s Education. A very successful activity. OSACS extends their hands of congratulating the officers for a job well done
24th – I joined Cook Fest of IAS. I treat Jennifer and Paul in Jollibee and movie – HAPPY FEET
25th – Unwinding session at MARKET! MARKET!
29th – Gem, Erick and I went to JRU to attend the Heroes’ Symposium

December 2006

December is different. I went to back to my normal life and I prepare for New Year’s new life. I will change – in one condition – it is depend on weather the Voter’s Education will be successful or not! Because of my happiness to the success of the activity and because of the changes occurring in me in the last weeks of November, I may say that I change. Those problems of August-November – I will totally forget it for the sake of Political Science Society, friendship and the spirit of Christmas!
3rd – I went to Bataan
12th – I watched the NATIVITY Story, went to SM Megamall and Lopez Library
13th- I attended the mass of Fr. Jerry Orbos
14th- I gave gift to Czar as birthday present and also my peace offering, hehehe. And I watched CASINO ROYALE
18th- I gave gifts to my close friends as sign of my thanksgiving because they made my entire 2006 – a meaningful one!
21st – I went to Mindoro to enjoy the Yuletide season.



Hmmm… at yan ang diary ko!!! hahaha..

Now, at peace na ako... because I finally found the inner peace in me. Madali lang palang makita if you want it talaga.


Thank you very much for making my 2006 worth remembering. I want to thank this people who always understand my mood and those who don’t leave. Thank you for letting me inside your heart and for sure you are always here in mine. Regarding to the issue of emotion… I don’t want to feel it again… I’m starting my new life with God, family and friends and preparing for the coming of 04-06-07, hehehe… Thank you po!!!


Thank you for making my 2006 - a memorable one.


Before, I always say bad words, but because of the motivation of my super best friend eh...I stop saying those words. (hindi daw siya nagsasalita ng mga ganun… so nahiya naman ako sa sarili ko kaya sinunod ko si younger brother, hehehe). Now, I don’t want to get mad and think problems… tumatanda lang ako!!! Hahaha…

Thanks to Gem, Erick, Khristel and Renel! For the help.

And to Melody… thank you because once in the breath-taking life of mine… I met you at siyempre napadaan ka naman!!! I still love you … and that’s more important at alam mo iyan!!!hehehe

Thank you Melody - because you play the biggest role in my 2006. Happy ako, nakilala kita... hehehe

Ei, I am still single ha!!! Hahaha!!! Nanawagan?



These are the main actors who played important role in my 2006.


PAUL MARIE ALLANIGUE
MELODY VIRAY
CZAR ALEXIS RIMANDO
ROMMELL CONCEPCION
GEORGE MICHAEL REGINO
ERICK JAN MACAPAGAL
PRINCESS JEREMIAH SANTOS
RAQUEL BALAO-AS
KHRISTEL DEOMPOC
JENNIFER DAVID
JOANALYN BARAYUGA
DONALD DWIGHT OMEGA
ANN MARGARET ANTONIO
PASCASIO JOSHUA MARIA VICARIO III
MARK ARTHUR CATABONA
MARK SALVADOR YSLA

Thank you all!!! Mabait na po ako!!! hahahah
2007…. I hope makisama ka naman… please lang…