THE PRESIDENTS
(FEU, IAS and the POLSCI)
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(Don’t conclude, read first the whole article)
These past few days I’ve experienced different problems and difficulties – studies (not quite) but in my emotions.
Most of my classmates noticed the changes. I am more serious now, always mad and I find my self with many negative traits. I am still fine naman…I am happy sa ginagawa ko. I need to be braver. Masyado na akong natatalo eh. Kailangang maunahan ang emotions ko ng tapang. Kaya ko ng lumaban at tingnan ka na may angas!!!
Siguro, today I am stretching and going out to the comfort zone of mine. (peace ed ba ito?) But instead of going to the growth level, I am into non-growth level. (peace ed nga!!). I am practicing to be more boastful, swanky, brag, blowing my own horn and cheering my own praise. And, kaya ko pala… Nagiging plastic na rin pala ako…na matagal ko na ring pina-practice sa mga taong plastic din sa akin. Sorry to all, this is the only way I set my emotion gratis.
Now, thinking and caring PSO241 is a waste. You know what – I am tired of caring some “ungrateful” people. I am tired of loving some “insensitive” individuals. I am tired of thinking some of them. In short, I am tired of caring people who on no account knew that they are being neither cared nor loved!
I admit I changed a lot. Lalo na after the June 28 event – which is the election. I’d encountered many things. I was extremely disappointed at that point time in my life. I am saddened about the result of the election for the most part my standing. I did not imagine that I will land only 7th as a matter of fact I am an incumbent (not delinquent) officer of the Political Science Society. I did not talk to people particularly Czar; to some extent I got annoyed at him. Until now, all messages I received last June 28 are all saved in my phone memory.
June 30 – I am somehow delighted that I become the society’s vice president (I want to be the president – that is the truth!!!). Kahit na gusto ko talaga ang maging president, dahil I want to be followed and not to follow anyone else. Yes, yan ang style ko - Pero siguro I think why God did not give that post to me because He knows that Czar is more responsible than am. But still, in my own view – I am more skilled than him.
I admit, decisions in the Political Science Society came either from me or from Czar (we both expert on that business because we were both incumbent). More often than not the decisions came from me… but of course, all credits were given to the president (that’s the real thing even in national politics!!!). I am still thankful, because Czar trusted me and gave that very significant position to me. He is my buddy when it comes to the administration and supervision of the Political Science Society. His success is my success even the credits are all for him. That is the reality. Sorry Mr. Czar Alexis Rimando!!!
July 11 – Another dreadful day of my life. It is the induction. Yes, I am mad at that time from the start of the mass until the end of the activity. I saw different faces. From real to the plastic one!!! I am mad that day because of uneasiness and seeing “some” people who pretends that they didn’t knew that I am mad. For God’s sake!!!
To add it up, the battle between me and Pascasio become too obvious at that day. I don’t know if he is still mad at me but for sure I am still mad at him. I approached the stage with pride. I confidently walked with matching rising of eye-brow. Suddenly I felt upset.
The person, president, who I helped last election did not even congratulated me nor shake my hand when I proceeded at the podium (di ba rommell?). When I go back to my seat, I saw him staring at me. And I gazed at him with matching rising of, not only one but, two eye brows!

Lighter side of the issue…..

I want to thank my best buddy, Paul Marie who is always very supportive. He texted me that night telling “do I have problem?” Thank you for being there always.
Sorry also to Czar. Czar gave me advised that night but I will consider it as one of the unsolicited thing and advises to be ignored and totally junked. Place your foot on my slippers and you will find out how difficult is. If you want to insist that advice to me better not. My pride is higher than my head! I thank FEU President Lydia Echauz (our conservative and kill joy president) because she congratulated me (close?) and shook my hand (relasyon?). Thank you… Buti pa siya.. may pakamay-kamay pa. (di ba rommell?)
I am now with Danilo and Marella, we always have a coffee break. We sometimes eat at the “PORK CHOP Station”. Danilo taught me how to have strong personality. He taught me to face the reality. Marella gave scholarly and sometimes stupid advice. hahaha
I will not think people na lang, I will live on my own way na lang. Wherever I am happy, doon ako…
Joan, Van and Kristin… don’t think na, I isolate myself from you. It is not my intention. I have reasons. The truth is, I am always alone. I want to think more serious. I want to meditate. I want to reflect. I want to be free and find my purpose in this world. I have problems – different problems. Sa totoo lang wala akong kasama. Sorry because I am not your thesis mate. Sorry I am not always part of your group. Don’t think na pinalitan ko kayo. You are the very first people na nakilala kong totoo.
After the July 11 event….My apology…
I am sorry to the presidents of IAS. I texted Pascasio last night (07-20). I apologized to him. And I don’t know the answer. Peace na tayo… I am tired of playing this never-ending tale. All happenings last Feb. 13, 2005, Feb. 2, 2006, March 9 and July 11 is now a myth!!! Tigilan na ito. Suko na ako. Hindi ko kaya na gawin kang senstibo kahit one second lang. Hindi ako Diyos.... Sanayan na lang iyan....
Peace na tayo…Sana lang…
Czar, sorry to all of my BAD attitudes na pinakikita ko sa iyo.!!! Sa mga meetings, hindi na ako nagsasalita kasi for sure mag-aaway lang tayo… e ayaw kong mangyari yun… BEST FRIEND ka ng BEST FRIEND ko… Close Friend ka ng enemy ng BEST FRIEND mo na si Rommell, hehehe…
Basta, decision mo… decision ko….
Mr. President… I am here always… If they did not follow you… don’t worry…ako ang kalaban nila.. hehehe… matakot na kayo noh!!!
Thank you for reading again….
By the way, pakibasa ng book ko… tnx!!!
Entitled “LABING PITO: Eis Es La Vida!”
I am going to continue the things I had started… for a change… Love ko pa rin naman ang P1 kaya lang… limited na lang para din a ko masaktan pa….
Thank you… thank you…
JOMA…. Another best friend of mine… (SELF PROCLAMATION)
Hmmm… pero parang “Best friend is worst enemy”, joke lang po….noon iyon..pero ngayon…slight na lang!!! Hahahaha…!!!Joke lang…
STOP.
Thank you to:
Rommell (sasama lang ako sa team building kung kasama ka – for sure OP ako dun)
Paul
Joan
Princess
Ryan
Cathlyn
Danilo
Marella
Czar

kapag tumibok ang puso... corny

Hey! Good day po….

Well, I promised you na I will stop unenthusiastic articles here in my blog. Sige na nga…. Hmmm… well, today I am very happy for the reason that….. ano nga ba???

It is normal to an individual to express his/her feelings to other people. Especially to the person you loved. For the very first time in my life, nagawa ko siya. I expressed my feeling to her yesterday. Oh… kita ninyo…. Stop na ako sa pagiging torpe!!!

I met her last vacation, because I always go to FEU. Natutuwa ako everytime na nakikita ko siya. Then, I asked her number from my classmate/best friend.

Then naisipan ko siyang itext ulit…. Yesterday, I texted her whole day long. I was amazed. She was nice. We had very good conversation, talking anything and I cannot understand myself why I changed the topic to relationship. I told her… do you have “someone?” and she replied, “as in BF?”. I said yes… then I told to myself…. “very high school!!! Slam book ba ito?” Hahaha… then she replied…. “None”… then I replied again, “Why? You’re beautiful!!!”, then, she replied… “La Lang po…” suddenly, I made a joke (ehemm…) and she didn’t understand it… I replied… Siguro, you are very choosy and siguro you are searching for the right one talaga? Sige, I will try”. Marami pa kaming pinag-usapan… then, that conversation was the start of getting to know each other. I asked about her birthday and age… We talked about anything. I told to her, “I am single since birth and I am not into relationship and I told I am mabait talaga… I laughed when I received her reply because she said that… “

Aba

… promotion ba ito ng sarili”… then I started fall on her. At 6 pm , I do the move. I told her that, I have a crush on her… I waited for her reply… but she never replied. Then I texted her again, “sige na nga baguhin natin ang topic”, After 30 minutes of waiting, she replied. Her reply was “Sensya na kasi may tumawag kaya hindi ako naka-reply, would that be a compliment? Thank you po..”. I felt very much happy at that point in time. I replied her, I hope you woudn’t change. That’s it…

She is the kind of woman I wanted to. Mabait po siya. Taga-FEU. Pero di ko siya kaklase. I am thankful kasi I met her. Super duper bait. I saw her profile on friendster, we have the same characters, we have in common traits and wala lang… and Globe din siya…. Hahahaha!!!!! Background check talaga muna before I go into it. I am not like other people na one week pa lang eh, nagustuhan na ung girl. I am not that kind of person. This is the very first time na naging open ako. I don’t want to give her name. Basta, makakasama ko siya lagi sa seminars and meetings lalo na sa team building.

Sabi niya did aw siya maganda… sabi ko, “maganda ka!!! At kailanman ay di ako nagsinungaling!!! Hehehe, I hope na maging close tayo. At sa nangyari last day, sana di ka magbago. Baka mag-iwasan kasi eh ayoko ng ganun… I expressed lang this feeling because I don’t want na sa iba mo pa malaman at ayoko na isipin mo na ginagamit kita because I have agenda pala. Don’t think na ganun… I am sincere and I am happy na nakilala kita.

Gusto ninyo malaman… Hmmmm… she is Ms. Ganda….. Heheheheh…..

Till next time…